Oh my god! Oh my god! I just had one of the most terrifying moments of my life! I do believe in Santa, Easter bunny, Sandman, Tooth fairy, Jack Frost and... the boogeyman! If you have read my Jack FrostXReader fanfiction, Winter Angel, then you know that I grew up with Jack Frost as a childhood friend. But, my beliefs have finally caused me misery...
I told you all that I woke up early on Easter morning and finished writing chapter five of Winter Angel. What I didn't tell you guys is that I woke up early because I woke up every hour on Easter morning because of nightmares. After waking up about six different times, I just said the heck with sleeping and began to write. I figured Pitch wasn't planning on letting me get any good sleep, so I made myself productive.
At the time, I figured it was just him targeting me at random, but... Earlier today, I got home from school, and did my normal routine. I sat down at my computer and logged on to Deviantart while writing my fanfiction. I stopped to watch an episode of Static Shock. While I was watching, I noticed the air suddenly felt colder. My whole right arm became chilly. But, it was a chill I hadn't felt before. It felt strange. I ignored it for a while, thinking the air-conditioner was acting up again. But, the chill did not leave my side. I put my warm hand up to the cold side. It instantly became cold! I began to think it was Jack's doing, but a few things began to bother me. Again, I thought it still could be the air-conditioner, but, then, I got a strange pain in my cold arm. I decided to make myself productive and ignore the pain. I went to the kitchen to finish doing the dishes. The cold followed, and again was only on one side of me, the same side!
I began to talk to the cold to see if Jack was really doing it. Something still felt off. It was already to warm for Jack to be there. Also, the pain that came into my arm couldn't be his doing. After all, we were friends.
My sister came downstairs. She began to talk to me. I told her about the strange chills. Of course, she didn't believe me. But, this lead us to the topic of Pitch and his amazing voice. I loved Pitch's voice in Rise of the Guardians, and I often imitate it. I began to do so with my sister as my judge. She said I got a lot of the lines really close to Pitch and got one perfect! Anyway, while we were laughing and playing, I noticed the cold chill was gone! I shrugged it off again and went back to my Static Shock after my sister went back upstairs.
Again, the chill returned! This time they were on the opposite side! I began to get very worried. This time I paid more attention to the strange chills. I realized they were blood curling chills! The kind you get when you are afraid of something or watching a horror movie. I moved my warm hand toward the chilled area again, and again it became instantly cold! It had the same blood curling chills! I stuck my hand further in! I swear I felt fear! I felt fear as soon as my hand reached in! I pulled it away shocked! But, the stupid scientific side of me wanted to try it again. I did and felt even more afraid! Tears literally welled up in my eyes! My heart was beating extremely fast! I really was afraid, but I didn't know what I was afraid off! Then, it hit me! Pitch! The boogeyman!
The cold. It was blood curling. I stuck my hand all the way in the cold and I... I felt fear. I literally felt fear! It was definitely not Jack's doing, and it wasn't not gone! Pitch gave me nightmares the night before. My sister came in and we started laughing together. That's when the cold left! Once she was gone and I went back to working, and it returned! It all added up! It was Pitch! And, he was next to me, I could feel him! I was shaking! There were literally tears in my eyes! I've never felt like that before! Never once in my entire life! I started to ask myself while panicking "What do I do?! What do I do?!"
I got scared and ran outside with my dog. I ran down to my lake and sat on the grass, hoping it would give me some comfort like it did yesterday. I sat there are cried invisible tears while whimpering. My dog tried to comfort me, and my friend, the lonely goose Tailwhip, was there, too (Long story, comment on it if you want to know about Tailwhip). I felt better with the cold, this time comforting, chills of the wind. I ended up going home after about a good twenty minutes. Now, I've decided to share my experience.
This is real! It did happen! Until now, I never knew just how powerful the boogeyman was because I had never really was because I have always been fast to face my fears and work past them, but I don't doubt his power now. I did begin to wonder, though. Why target me? Well, I think I figured that out. I've gone through a lot of changes in my beliefs and myself. I have been able to face and rid myself of fears quicker. My old beliefs of magic resurfaced from my sub-conscious after ridding myself of many of my fears and much of my stress. I began to remember many of my childhood memories and seeing Rise of the Guardians only increased my resurfacing beliefs. I had began to smile and reconnect with nature as I would walk barefooted on the soft grass in bliss. Before I rid myself of that stress and those fears, I was extremely depressed! Like suicide depression (Not that I would ever attempt something like that, but I was always angry at everyone and crying)! I'm sure the boogeyman wasn't too happy about one of his most depressed teens suddenly becoming the happiest she's ever been in years! I even wrote a letter to the Easter Bunny this year, and I'm sure he wasn't happy about that! So, maybe he targeted me for that reason. Anyway, I hope I actually get some sleep tonight. I'm going to ask Sandman for some good dreams and protection from nightmares.
Thanks for listen to me! I really had to get this out.
Listening to: So Magical by ATC
Reading: My own fanfiction!
Watching: Static Shock
Playing: The decide what the next chapter is about game!
Eating: Chips and salsa!